elles_letters: (Misao & Kenshin)
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Rating: G
Summary: Yunho is a slow learner.
Warning: Sappy. Written in about an hour for Tumblr. (Things written on Tumblr will not go through my normal, nit-picky editing process)
Disclaimer: Jaejoong and Yunho belong to each other. All other rights belong to S.M. Entertainment, Avex, C-JeS and Time Warner Entertainment.

Yunho would give up the very air from his lungs if Jaejoong needed it. He’d offer up the blood in his veins for the man.

The sound of his heartbeat—steady and calm—soothes Yunho because that means all is well in the world of Jaejoong. So all is well with him, too.

His feelings don’t go unnoticed. Fan girls giggle at him and stylists smile like they know a secret. Love they tell him as if he’s a slow-witted child.

Yunho doesn’t think he knows what love is. He knows that when Jaejoong smiles, he suddenly feels the urge to smile, too; that when the other is near, he wants him nearer; and that when Jaejoong closes his eyes in exhaustion and rests his head on his shoulder, that Yunho wouldn’t mind if he remained there forever.

But love was supposed to come with touches and caresses and a physical intimacy he can’t ever see having with his lead singer. Love could exist between a man and a woman, but Yunho didn’t know what could happen between a man and his best friend.

Jaejoong catches him staring one day and asks him what’s on his mind. Yunho hesitates to tell him everything. Instead he just asks as lightly as he can, What would it mean if I never wanted us to be apart?

Love Jaejoong tells him as if he’s made a wondrous discovery. Yunho balks and begins to back away, confused and maybe just a little frightened.

The older man pulls him back, ever the patient teacher, and suddenly lips are touching lips, and Yunho is receiving some of the air Jaejoong breathes. Startled, he bites down hard on soft flesh. Jaejoong whimpers, but doesn’t pull away.

Yunho tastes blood and the awkwardness of the kiss is overcome with the need to stop the hurt. He concentrates on Jaejoong’s lower lip, licking away the warm blood and suckling it until the bleeding stops. Jaejoong moans and presses closer, encouraging Yunho’s ministrations. The younger man begins to press his lips to Jaejoong’s in a quick, desperate pace. Kisses to make it all better.

When they break apart, Jaejoong is staring at him, eyes wide and shiny. His lower lip is swollen and strawberry red.

Why’d you do that? Yunho asks, his voice breaking. I hurt you. That was not what love was. It couldn’t be what love was. Nothing he felt about the other was supposed to hurt.

Jaejoong just smiles. Love he repeats and latches on to Yunho again.

A/N: Tumblr writing has been very therapeutic for me. I made a deal with myself that I would just write and not care if it sucked or not. No expectations, no length/word requirements, no commitments. It's more like a journal than LiveJournal is. I'm working on a chaptered story for another fandom and I'm having a real hard time with it. This was such a nice release. I hope you enjoyed. =)

Date: 2011-11-20 03:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sweettvxqfan.livejournal.com
nice job!!!very well done!!XD

Date: 2011-11-22 01:07 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm glad you liked. =D

Date: 2011-11-20 03:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dulanis.livejournal.com
Really LOVE this. It's really great.

Date: 2011-11-22 01:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
Thank you! I glad you enjoyed it. =)

Date: 2011-11-20 05:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ixbreakxaway.livejournal.com
I feel so flipping warm and fuzzy, like my insides are wearing slippers. <3 this sfm

Date: 2011-11-22 01:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
Warm, fuzzy heart slippers sound adorable. =) I'm glad you liked it. Thank you!

Date: 2011-11-20 06:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] mimpikita.livejournal.com
I absolutely love this. I think you should write on Tumblr more? Maybe it's due to the less pressure/expectation but this is extremely amazing for me, as simple as this was... It's just full of emotion and heavily entrance me.
Thank you for sharing.

Date: 2011-11-22 01:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
I'm liking the Tumblr writing. It's less formal than LJ so I feel more relaxed about just writing stuff and putting it out there.

I'm glad you liked the story. Thank you!

Date: 2011-11-20 08:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anna6285.livejournal.com
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LET ME LOVE YOU! LET ME BUILD YOU A SHRINE IN MY ROOM!

Date: 2011-11-22 01:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
OH MY GOD, THANK YOU! =D

Date: 2011-11-20 08:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tehah-hero.livejournal.com
*___* this is fluffy!
n Jung is slowwwwww~~~ xD

Date: 2011-11-22 01:13 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
n Jung is slowwwwww~~~ xD

But he's so cute! =D

Date: 2011-11-20 09:44 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yet7.livejournal.com
You are officially awesome. Know that I am stalking for more. =)

Date: 2011-11-22 01:14 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
D'awwww thank you! I'm glad you like. Feel free to stalk to your heart's content. (I can't promise it'll be that satisfying, tho. My TVXQ list is kind of short.)

Date: 2011-11-20 11:03 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ema-tsukimori.livejournal.com
This is beautiful <3

Date: 2011-11-22 01:14 am (UTC)

Date: 2011-11-20 01:01 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kyuhae-vip.livejournal.com
MY HEART IS CONSTRICTED. D:
The emoshinki is coming back to me, but this was a very beautiful one shot ^^ I really enjoyed it:)
Thanks for sharing~

Date: 2011-11-22 01:17 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm glad you enjoyed it. =D

Date: 2011-11-20 11:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] n3uromanc3r.livejournal.com
It was so good reading it, thank you very much!


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Date: 2011-11-22 01:19 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
Thank you for reading. I appreciate it. =D

Date: 2011-11-21 12:35 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] hitomi2oo7.livejournal.com
OMG! So deep... Yeah love is like that... it's not always pink... and there are ment to be hard times coz life is brutal... but love can make it all better in the end ne? ;3

Date: 2011-11-22 01:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
but love can make it all better in the end ne?

I like to think so. =D

Thanks for reading!

Date: 2011-11-21 02:41 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] daemoncas5.livejournal.com
aww such an heart-warming short piece you got there. bloody brilliant (insert british accent here).
love is an amazing isnt it? yunjae...*happy sigh*

Date: 2011-11-22 01:27 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'll just sigh right along with you. YunJae...sigh. =D

Date: 2011-12-03 04:15 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tanya-h24.livejournal.com
aww lovely :3
and yh is real cute in this <3

Date: 2011-12-05 03:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
Thank you! Yunho is real cute in everything. =3

Date: 2012-08-19 06:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ligerliger.livejournal.com
phdyhsufdhdiwqtvdkjcj so cute ;__________; omg.... such lovely writing ♥

Date: 2012-08-20 10:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
I love key smashes. \o/ Thank you!

Date: 2012-09-20 03:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yjholic58.livejournal.com
<3 this is really cute :)

Date: 2012-09-23 06:31 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
Thank you. =3

Date: 2012-10-06 09:40 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pazz-and-jop.livejournal.com
Thank you! =D

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